You, you, you.

It's not about what I want, it's about what I deserve. But..why does it feel like this is what I've been waiting for, what I've been suffering for what I've dreamt of. It's all finally coming true for me, but the only problem is, when I pictured this moment. I Pictured you, noonelse this is why it feels so strange, this is why I pull away and have second thoughts. If I could go on and think that I could ever get over you. Do you know how hard it is, to look at you, 5 steps away from me and I can't do ANYTHING about it, I wanna keep you sheltered from the cold and hold you till it's dawn. I might not be inlove with you anymore, but I do still love you.

I Can't Stand Knowing Your Hurting Over Me Anymore.

Capricorn and Leo love compatibility
Ordered, organized Capricorn neither understands nor approves of Leo's exuberant impulsiveness. Leo forgives and forgets; Capricorn being the one who is slow to anger and seldom forgets. The Leo supposes that the Capricorn is full of love and spends it too economically. The Capricorn for his/her turn is also not the best partner for the Leo because of his/her poor imagination. The Capricorn is much more passionate in bed. They not fit each other in the bedroom. They are both representatives of independent signs of the zodiac that inclined to dominate in everyday life. These two are almost complete opposites and in case of a love affair their distinctions can appear insignificant, but in case of marriage they will never be happy together.

Capricorn and Sagittarius love compatibility
Unless Sagittarius can clip their wings a bit, there is strong warning against this combination. The Capricorn loves making love in some certain places while the Sagittarius is ready to do it everywhere. The Capricorn is cautious and conservative. He/she always worries about safety. The Sagittarius is a careless and irresponsible player. The Sagittarius will be irritated by the close-fisted Capricorn. Their sex life is very apt to be frustrating for both parties, although Sagittarius will feel this more keenly than Capricorn. This is not the best connection, and will end up as unsuccessful marriage in the future.

Capricorn and Pisces love compatibility
The Pisces will probably try to cheat on the Capricorn, because it is in their character, but the Capricorn is able to cope with it and will be the leader in bed. The Pisces will soon decide to follow him/her. The Pisces are affectionate and sincere creatures and can make the Capricorn's life full of joy. Capricorn provides a ballast for Pisces's drifting dreaminess and supplies the stability that Pisces needs and admires. And there's nothing Capricorn likes better than being admired. These very different people supplement each other emotionally. It is a good combination with complimentary values. They will find comfort in one another providing Capricorn displays his/her emotions at least once in awhile. There is very good forecast for these relationships.

Why.

Why do you do this.. Why do I let my heart go through this for you, over and over. When I said Forever, I meant it. Before it's too late.

My everything.

DON'T FUCKING DO THIS TO ME. I SWEAR IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS THAT'S STOPPING ME FROM BEING HAPPY. EVERY TIME I GET CLOSE, I PULL MYSELF AWAY CAUSE I THINK OF YOU. I LOVED YOU GUYS AT ONE POINT, YOUR IN MY LIFE I WANNA KEEP IT THAT WAY, BUT THE PAST IS THE PAST, U WANTED TO GET RID OF ME , GRATS. NOW PLEASE, JUST APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE NOW, LET THE PAST GO I CAN'T HANDLE THE STRESS ANYMORE. for once in my life I'm happy, don't take this away from me. No one will.

The big ONE-SEVEN.

So Guys, it's my Birthday. I'll let you know how it goes tonight. Hahaaaa : )

HAHA SOOOOO let me tell you about my day :D, I got woken up at 8am by jess HAHA but s'all good I was about to wake up soon anyways shes coool. Unbelievable even on my birthday I wake up walk outside, look at my mother in the eyes and wait for her to say somthing. Her first response was " WHY ARENT U WEARING SOCKS" "UR GONNA STAY SICK" blahblah like jeez mom THANKS FOR GIVING BIRTH TO ME TODAY, whatever thats why I treat this day like any other normal day, aint nothing special. Anyways didn't get nothing from them I had to OWE THEM back from before, yeah thanks for nothing, whatever. then I went to go pick up my paycheck woohooO! finallyyy now I have to go pay back some my&em's debts with it, yay =.= LOL soo work was soooo dead, started at 12, big CEO was coming to visit our store so everyone HAD to be on there A game, I literally hid in the back for like 3 hours LMFAO DOING NOTHING god prob best shift ever, untill they left and Steff was on my ass to keep working =( bitch, even on my birthday I cant get a break. SOOO after I finally got off work & went to dinner with Alessia, Kristin, Joanne, Momita, Kaylin, Charlie & Kyle. It was totally unplanned by I honestly had a better day than I expected, I was just gonna go home after work and sit and chill this was so much better =) thank you guys! & for everyones birthday wishes. The only dissapoitments I ever got today or ever since it hit midnight, was I was especially hopeing for a special birthday wish from 2 ppl, didnt get it. Still havnt, but it's alright. Whatever aint a big deal. Overall thank you jo for the birthday present I love it SO much I always wanted it. Thank you momo for buying me a drink ; ) teehee and thank you Kyle for covering my dinner! I owe you guys :D . Anyways, I'm gonna go chill and relax for the rest of the night, call up ____ & ____ tonight : ) hehehee. <3

Capricorn; Horoscope of the Day.

Now is the best time to think about change -- though not necessarily for putting it into effect! Make sure that you're considering all of the possibilities of what is likely to happen.

hmm.

Why won't you be my blue skies,
So I can be your sunshine,
You'll be my horizon,
I'll come to you every night,
I want you to be my moonlight,
I will be your night-time,
My life would be so dark,
If you didn't shine so bright (Bright),
Forever yours,
Girl I'll be forever yours,
For you I'll trade it all,
This is too good to ignore,
Forever yours,
I wanna be forever yours,
I hope you don't make any plans,
We got a future to explore,

Lets go to a place,
Far away,
Where we could stay together forever and ever,
A place far away,
Where we could stay,
Together Forever and ever,
I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours
Forever and ever I'm yours,
I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours
Forever and ever I'm yours. (8)