I guess eathquakes can shake us.

Just remember your actions caused what comes next. & I'm done being patient and understanding.

i heart House music

Can't wait for school to be done withhhhhh ! , anticipating thursday niggas :D I'm slowly accomplishing the things I want. & thats all that matters, I gotta remember that it's me myself & I in the end. Gotta do me, don't needa worry bout the little things like other people anymore. It's called responsibility and growing up. On another note I'm kinda getting excited for Prom : ) next week friday dawgs. 9 days brooo. shiiiit I gotta get my outfit THIS weekend!, lots of work to doooo shake that money makerrrrr. Anyways, the blistering heat is killing me, I'm literally dying inside and out T_T I hate the sun, i hate the heat I just wanna curl into a ball under a giant tree with shade T_T *sigh, Anyways theres a lot of things I not only WANT but WILL do I dont give a fuckkkkkkkk no time to loaft and be lazy bitches! this is our YEAR, hit the beaches in the day, hit the clubs at night ; ) ya'll know how we doo. Anyways im outskii niggass hopefully the next entry will be more about me moving forward in life.

fucking thieves.

I swear I feel like my family is really cursed with badluck. Everyone has financial problems yeah but im not everybodyelse, and it's pretty dam important and gets to me when were having money issues or what not. I always tell myself to save up and help out and prepare myself for the future and what not. Yet I can't even decide on a career, I cant even save for the life of me. I tell myself to be a better person, but for some reason I always stray from being that person. As many times as I say I dislike this and that and them, This guilty feeling in my gut just wants to DO somthing. & honestly, it may take a long time and a lot of work but I need motivation and inspiration in my life to keep my word, because I'm not a kid anymore, growing up time starts Now.

List

- Just fucking Graduate. Get it over with

- Stabely start and commit to a 'healthy lifestyle change' in otherwords, stop being a fatass.

- Handle two jobs and save up 3/4.

- Help pay off house bills, my own bills constantly.

- Save up for future college tuition.

- Buy a car.

It's like a fucking rollercoaster.

Same shit different day, if your gonna read this, don't expect me to explain it to you afterward, because its pretty much self-explanatory and I have no answers for you. The same fights it's recurrent almost everyday now. I'm not saying I'm fed up with you or this relationship. It's just unnecessary, wasteful and tiring . Always having to argue my way through, I' m not saying I'm the perfect idealist boyfriend or whatever, I yell I cuss and I'll act like a jerk when I'm mad . but at least I give 2 damns. Why the fuck do we have such a hard time handling situations and cant agree, act stubborn and always try to take the easy way escape. We have our ups and downs, were not perfect but we do need A LOT of work. I gotta see a lot more from you in order to see a bit more of me. I'm trying here, but when can I give up trying and actually make it work?

You let Me know.

Everybody falls in love sometimes (8)

" Wanna know how to hurt someone? Don't think about them. "

Eenie Meenie

" You can't help who you fall in love with. "

If you don't get it I'm not going to explain it to you.

Life's all about Money.
Your either working for it,
Killing for it,
Or F u c k i n g for it.